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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2006|03:48 pm]
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torn__rose
New year, new beginnings, new goals, new ME! I love it I kick started my renewal by a 24 hour fast. Nothing big but just a little something to give me a push. I am motivated and ready to look good all I need are some people to continue pushing me and I will be set. I hit my lowest low these past few months but this should help me out. All there is is up form here so good luck to the rest of you and shall you all have good fortune as you continue on with your goals.

<3
Justine rebeccca

p.s. anyone wanna be in a little group with me to help push each other to meet our goal? It doesn’t matter what your stats are your welcome to join me just leave me a comment about it

p.p.s. Also I have not been around lately so I will starting from today on I am renewed and ready to commit to helping out you girls and just being there for you anytime
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(no subject) [Dec. 18th, 2005|12:22 pm]
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torn__rose
I am a big fat blob with no self control. Not only has my eating spun out of control but my life has. I dont know what to do with myself anymore i am useless i have no self control better yet i have control of nothing but i need to gain it back. everytime i try i fail miserably. I do not binge but i eat all day long i mean how can i make my favorite cookies everyday and have these great meals and sit there without eating them? Oh that right i do eat them because i am a failure. I think i have hit rock bottom in my life i cant take anything and i really need to get back on track. Sorry for this negative post but i have nowhere else to put out my failure.

excuse this post i know it was quite un-neccesary but i felt i needed to get that out



justine rebecca
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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2005|08:34 pm]
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graybone
hey!
i know this may be a strange question but...
does anyone know where can i find some male anorexic pictures?
thanks!!!
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(no subject) [Nov. 28th, 2005|05:47 pm]
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torn__rose

Hello ladies! I have been doing pretty bad it was the holiday weekend and i gave in plus i had a few parties that i binged at but i am just going to use this as motivation and i just started a new plan today so wish me luck! Hope you fine ladies are all doing well. Here is a picture of me because one i think my arm actually looks fairly good and two so that you can put a face to a name. I will be posting mroe pics in here later

 

               

later days

justine rebecca

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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2005|08:20 pm]
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torn__rose
So i had an ubber postitive vibe last week and i was doing okay but i fucked up badly and lost control and lost the sight of my goals these past few days but looking at these pictures of this one girl izzy i know really triggered my inner dream to be thin. I dont know how i will do it or how i will keep focus and do well but i will and no one can bring me down all i will let people do is help me up and support me enough said love you ladeis for life

<3
justine rebecca

x-posted like woah
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2005|09:25 pm]
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torn__rose
hey ladies how y'all doin? Today was the third day of my little break through (in a god way) but it was the worst day yet. Yeah i broke the rules and had more to eat today but i still ate less than i normally would last week. I could look at this in a negative way and trip myself up but i am not going to let this get me. I figure i messed up and this just gives me more room to do better tomorrow, i got all the munchies outta me and i am ready to do better. It is not a setback it is a reality check that everyday will not be a perfect day so you just have to make the best of it. Like today i will just double all my excercising and work extra hard tomorrow. I like this positive vibe i have been having about my eating these few days, i just hope it can continue and i can learn to deal with most things in life like this.

love you all
justine rebecca

x-posted everywhere
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2005|09:13 pm]
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torn__rose
today was a good day i ate dinner and other than dinner all i ahd was an apple and a 40 calorie popsicle with no fat gramms :) Some of you may think taht is bad but i get myself through school with no food and then so i dont snack wehn i get home i eat a small apple (so no binging occurs after school :) ) and then at night i get this wierd craving for (flavored) cold things so insted of pop of juice or ice ceam or all of them having all of those calories i eat one popsicle with 40 calories and no fat grams. i think that is good for a substitute because it satisfies my cravings without being a ridiculous snack.

I think its working so far and yes i also excercise. I casnt wait until i finish up these poplicles though 93 more left) adn then my mom will by me the 15 calorie ones with no fat grams:) sweet deal huh?

hope everyone else is doing good


<3
justine rebecca

xposted sry ladies
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2005|09:36 pm]
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torn__rose
Hello ladies,
How is everyone doing? Well me for i am not doing so well, i have had a lot of stress lately (see my lj.....oh and i would love if anyone else would like to be my lj friend for some much needed support at this time in my life!)well anyway i completely lost control of myself and i ate like a cow not once in a while but every fucking day. I didnt think anything of it because everything revolved around my family getting better so i never thought about myself. So i did gain some weight but surprisingly not much.
Then the wierdest thing happened though, well wierd in a good way. People always say that they "feel like they need to do something" but i never felt the actually feeling of the drive to do something(if that makes any sense i dont know how else ot describe it) Anyway the other day i was trying on jeans and i had one of those days where i hated everything about me and on me. Then after i tried on the jeans i was like you know what i need to get serious. You see the past month i have been saying i will get back on track for the past moth or so but sadily , embarassed to admitt also, i would eat breakfast lunch and dinner everyday. Not only that but i would be hungry 2 hours after breakfast, and i know people will say i dont belong here but just instead of ed-nos i went through an overeating time period (so i hope i am still welcome!) So then i decided to be serious i really did need to loose weight not just for looking good but to feel good. Now its like my mind just clicked all of a sudden and these past two days i did not really even try i just tried to cut down my intake of food but instead i found myself not hungry at all. I did not eat breaky or lunch. Yeah i know some girls will tell me its to fast of a change but i did not intentionally do it. Its like i could do it all along but i just never put my mind to it, then the moment i did i succeeded . Yes true its only been 2 days but i have not eaten snack i have been excercising and i dont even find myself wanting to eat snacks. Also when i do eat dinner the only meal i do eat during the day i dont overeat its like its not a struggle to eat. I thought the first few days bac on tack would be hard but theya re so easy. So anyhow i am back on track and it would be very very nice if i could have some girls to be my lj friend and really support me and i will def support you too!

comments are love*


<3
justine rebecca
x-posted everywhere (sorry)

p.s. sorry i have not been around lately but ladies i promise i am back now and more ready to get this fat melted off than anyone ever has been
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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2005|07:36 pm]
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graybone
i have a big favour!
i woud be veeerrryyyy grateful (spl) if you woud post me, or email me your day - what do you do during the day, when or what do you eat. how much do you exercize - what is your plan or getting thin.
i know i am probably asking much but you would help me a lot because my plan isnt working.
anything that will help me get back on track - expecialy with working and eating.
thanks!!!!!
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hi im new [Oct. 18th, 2005|03:51 pm]
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jt_jessie
hi im new to the community and i need some help.... 1st ill introduce my self
Age:20
Location: michigan
Height: 5'8
CW: 220
HW: what it is now
STGW: 180 by january 11th ( my 21st bday)

ive gained alot of wieght in the last yr in half after my parents atarted montering my eating habits... now i wanna get back to the way i use to b... so if ne one can give me so tips or ne thing that would b great!!! thanks!!
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